Monday, June 29, 2009
2 day break
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Single & Fabulous!
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
I am not dead
Friday, May 8, 2009
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Things to do
- Get knee to bend to 115 degrees in the next 2 days so I can start going on the bike :)
- Plan my trip to Vegas
- Get more pain killers
- Fill out my Med application
- Soak up the sun so I don't look like a Ghost when I get to L.A
- Continue Learning Japanese
- Finish at least 4 songs and record them as an E.P
- Cough get laid Cough
- Bikini shopping
- Get a bag pack & choose carefully the clothes I will bring to Vancouver.
- Master the Pimp look with my cane.
- Cut my hair
Friday, April 24, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
UNDEAD!
I agree with that choice as well. It left everybody so pumped!!
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Slippery Dick
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
I love you, standing all alone with a black coat



Sunday, April 12, 2009
Don't Mess with the Zocam!
Monday, April 6, 2009
Excuse me, your life is waiting!
What's up with everybody being depressive, whiney, and annoying as HELL with how much they hate their lives?!?!?! Jeez people, do you have any idea how lucky most of you are? Inform yourselves with what is going on around the world, you'll soon realize that your "problems" are insignificant and so are you if you don't SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GET OVER YOURSELVES!!!!
I use to complain a lot and see myself as a victim, I'm not gonna lie, but THANK GOD, I got over that and I have never felt BETTER. I wish people would also understand that the key to "happiness" is to just accept things as they are, do your best, and stop trying to control things that are OUT of your control. Buddhist philosophies are a tremendous help for insane self-centered people a.k.a 99% of the population. It brought me from my old "stress ball dying of a heart attack at 25 self" to new " Chill dude, it's going to be all good. Everything happens for a reason self". I'm not saying that everyone should become buddhists. But reading their philosophies can give one the chance to learn about common sense ways of living life. Sometimes all you need is a little push.
Relax people, have a drink and do whatever it is you want to do because everything will be alright. There is nothing you CAN'T handle. It can be tough, painful and scary but acting like it's the end of the world every time there is a little bump on the road is not the right way to live and it won't get you ANYWHERE, trust me. I will be really lame and quote the author of " Excuse me, your life is waiting" Lynn Grabhorn: " We, humans, have an electrochemical currency running through us, which is affected by our emotions. When you are feeling happy or joyful, that current or energy, vibrates at a higher frequency than when you are feeling sad or angry. When you're vibrating at a high frequency, you're more likely to attract happy people, than when you vibrate at a low, sad frequency. It's the law of attraction in physics."
Basically, when you are having a pity party, all you are doing, is attracting more people that are as depressed as you and creating negative situations in your life. Ever since I got over all that, I have allowed so many great people into my life, let all the bad ones go & opportunities have been knocking on my door non stop. I truly believe in visualization. Sometimes, I just close my eyes and picture what I want my life to be. By picturing it, I create the emotions I would feel if it was actually going on and with my feelings, I ATTRACT these situations, events, these OPPORTUNITIES.
The way we think...
...causes the way we feel. . .
...and the way we feel. . .
...causes the way we vibrate
...and the way we vibrate. . .
...IS HOW WE ATTRACT!!
You should get on that!
p.s: In 2004 Lynn Grabhorn flew to Europe to have an assisted suicide due to an illness. Don't let that stop you from reading her book though. It's a great book but she was sick and thought that her job here was done. It doesn't mean that she didn't know what she was talking about.
Friday, March 27, 2009
Where is Walmelia?
- Approx from May 22 to May 26 Depending on my flying partner, go from Montreal or Toronto to Vancouver and road trip to Washington for the Sasquatch Festival
- End of June quick trip to New York to visit apartments & hang with the future roomies (Veronica & Gabby)
- July 1st to July 14th L.A trip with Stefanie Rosales. We have been planning this for over 4 years.
- August or September, moving to New York city. (Again, this is 80% sure)
Monday, March 23, 2009
Is it because its wrong & bad & we shouldn't?
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Rocky Balboa

My little cocktail. I have to take it every 4 hours

Unused Syringe

Used syringe

Some of the bruises I got from the injections





