Friday, January 30, 2009

3:18 am

I went to this venue called the boat to see Barf pigeons tonight. I forgot how good they were. They really rocked the house!!!
They mixed so many genres, the singer (Ben Hackeman) screamed, sang broadway style, and other styles in one song it was sick. the bass lines killed me. anyway
After we went to the dogs bullocks. I also went there 2 nights ago with Emily to meet my new friend Korey S.
But tonight was Karaoke night. I was looking forward to making a fool out of myself. there was this fat old probably russian man dancing to every single song and singing along.
"I will walk 500 miles and I will walk 500 more!"
He walked around the whole bar singing that...awww man good times
Im pretty freaking tanked.
Here's to the fact that for the second time, the dj stop picking names before it was my turn

to all the sex and the city fans out there, Im also imitating Carrie, immitating Berger when Lauren called and left a message on his answering machine


To all the drunk people in the house say ; eyyyyyyyy yoooooooo!!!



Thursday, January 29, 2009


I am currently in Toronto. I was suppose to go back to Montreal, then realized I could just go to NYC from here.
Thing is, its a 12 hour drive instead of 8 if I left from Montreal.
I am dying to go to NYC. I could stay with my fabulous Friend Eddie & have a blast.
If I wait a little,(2 weeks cuz next weekend 2 friends are visiting from Toronto) I could actually maybe just fly to New York. It's cheap if you buy in advance & I might not even have to pay for it.
Also, no offence to the person I am going to mention now but I don't want to be here for Valentine's day.
Not only have I always hated that "holiday",& not only does it remind single people how lonely they truly are.
But february 14th would be my 2 year anniversary...
I can't deal with that.
It's too much

I want to have an anti-valentines day party. Who's down?
Join me in Nyc then.

Ok So fuck Montreal. This weekend, Im either going to NYC or staying in Toronto. I will go back for Jay's day also(his birthday is on valentines day). Help me decide!!!


p.s: I look like this waking up next to Emily

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Lakeview Restaurant

We haven't had internet for the past 3 days now. So I've been spending hours in this hispter restaurant trying to review basic math for my statistic class. Of course, I ended up taking a bunch of pictures with Josh Mover and going on disgusting websites such as &
I almost vomited in my mouth.

I've been in Toronto for 10 days now. I can't seem to want to leave at all. Some are trying to convince me to move here. I don't think I would yet. But It's definitely a possibility, at some point. I'm 95% going to Nyc tomorrow night(or friday morning) for the weekend. Then back to Montreal finally. I'm not looking forward to being back home. I sure miss my friends, but I don't miss objects and places that remind me of painful or even good moments that are now in the past.
Tonight, is KARAOKE NIGHT. I cannot wait to sing Incomplete from the BSB. Last week Emily, Greg and I went to Fox and fiddle to meet up with his sister and friends to sing karaoke but the freaking Dj stopped picking names before it was my turn. I better sing this time!!!

Alright, well here are a few Josh and Cam time pics.
You better be Happy Josh, I wrote this post for you since you TOLD me to update my blog and talk about you. :P

(this one is for Emily)
I think Im giving you enough attention now, don't you think? haha

Thursday, January 22, 2009


I've been searching and searching for months for a pair of mediocre looking warm boots that are waterproof and NON Uggs.
I spent hours in different stores,malls,  even went to the Montreal & Toronto Eaton center, but   
Finally, a couple hours ago, I was fruit shopping with Emily in Kensington market & walked by this tiny vintage store with a bunch of different boots. I found the perfect pair on a rack outside, they were MY size, black, warm & waterproof!!!! So I thought, alright, its a vintage store, they are probably 200$ To my surprise, they "were 50$" but she gave them to me for 35$  NO TAX! I dont even care if she lied Im just so stoked that I have non puddle filled boots that make me leave water footsteps everywhere I go because my socks are drenched.

I also was convinced to buy red lingerie if I wanted a  sexy good time. Maybe it'll help me?
Meh, can't hurt right?


p.s: yes I bought a Carrie horseshoe pendant :)

Monday, January 19, 2009

First Blog from Toronto

I haven't written in a while, not because I had nothing to say but because too much has been happening & I had no time nor no idea where to start. I arrived in Toronto last night around 8:30 pm. I missed my dear friend Emily even if we spent New years together, I couldn't go another day without being next to her. She is the kind of person that listens to everything I actually have to say, will remember people I mention & give me great advice or just let me bitch. 
I have no idea when Im coming back from Toronto. Im thinking of going straight to New York from there and then go back home, but come to think of it, besides a few really close friends (Stef of course Im thinking of you), I have nothing to go back to. 

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

For reasons unknown

For a whole month now, The Killers have been the soundtrack of my life, especially this song:

"I know if destiny's kind, Ive got the rest on my mind
but my heart, it dont beat, it dont beat the way it used to
& my eyes, they dont see you no more
& my lips, they dont kiss, they dont kiss the way they used to
& my eyes dont recognize you no more
For reasons unknown."


Monday, January 5, 2009

Right brained

Lately, I've been finding myself growing stronger and stronger each day. It feels pretty empowering Not "needing" someone anymore, being able to stand on your own two feet. Unfortunately, something HAD to happen to pull me back into a quicksand.

I got to thinking; could it be true? Does watching a lot of sitcoms such as: Dawson's creek, the Oc, One tree hill & Sex & the city
influence my life, my reactions to events, the way I think, what I want? Could it subconsciously make me recreate situations I saw on t.v shows even if they are not positive?
I have found myself on a roller coaster with steeper downfalls than highs.

feels a little something like this:

...I don't want this anymore

If I had a choice, I would just do my thing, travel everywhere & not think about what I feel or what could have happened. Sadly, it is not possible. I am left handed but the right part of my brain is incredibly more developed than my left side. I always seem to fall for those who think rationally & don't let their emotions get in the way. 
Give me some of your logic and rationality! Yes, using the right side of your brain means you are more creative but it also makes one extremely emotional. I follow my gut, my heart & sometimes, it puts me in really dangerous situations. In a spot that I definitely don't want to be in. Except this time, I refuse to bend front and back for ANYONE else. This is who I am, this is what I want so deal with it or GO! 

 Left Brain


Right Brain 63%

"You are more right-brained than left-brained. The right side of your brain controls the left side of your body. In addition to being known as right-brained, you are also known as a creative thinker who uses feeling and intuition to gather information. You retain this information through the use of images and patterns. You are able to visualize the "whole" picture first, and then work backwards to put the pieces together to create the "whole" picture. Your thought process can appear quite illogical and meandering. The problem-solving techniques that you use involve free association, which is often very innovative and creative. The routes taken to arrive at your conclusions are completely opposite to what a left-brained person would be accustomed. You probably find it easy to express yourself using art, dance, or music. Some occupations usually held by a right-brained person are forest ranger, athlete, beautician, actor/actress, craftsman, and artist."

If you are reading this blog, you probably know I've always been a dreamer,(my lower back is a proof.) 

I wonder;

"Do dreams ever come true or are they just meant for sleeping?"