Tropical Dream

Tropical Dream

Peach Snapps

Vodka

Orange juice

Cranberry juice

7up

If drank repeatedly, can end up turning into:

"I'm Never drinking again!" were the first words I said this morning. I, again, got to the point of falling asleep everywhere because of how drunk I got last night. I went to Bifteck, Miami & Korova. Whenever I got to the next bar, it was as if I forgot I drank at the previous one and would drink enough for ten. On the cab ride, I tried to carefully vomit out the window. When I got out, the cab driver came out of the car and made me clean the window. As I was falling over, I tried my best to clean it with a napkin. My friend finally asked the man to let me go because he would pay for his car wash. I think I did a pretty good job anyway :P.

As I stumbled in my friend's apartment I ended up passing out on the floor with my face in a bowl in case I would need a vomit receptacle. (No idea how I am so responsible when I'm unconscious).

I NEED TO PUT AN END TO THIS BINGE DRINKING!

Best song of the night Lykke Li- Little bit

I have watched The Jonas Brothers the experience 3D 

twice now. I have probably never been so infatuated with someone I have never met. Joe Jonas, oh you! It's completely ridiculous. Since its 3D, it really feels like he is in front of you, shaking his beautiful ass and looking into your eyes. PUDDLEEEEEEE!!!! I was screaming and ripping off Stef's arm and my sister's when I went with her on my second time. How wrong is it to imagine oneself with two brothers, doing things married people do?? Yes Joe(19) and Nick Jonas(16) ..... I'm going to bed ;)

Reminiscing

Now that I have been back for 2 days and I am finally taking a break (not necessarily by choice, I have what seems to be a cold/the flu/a migraine/maybe anemia) I realized that the best part of my trip wasn't getting into all those fancy nightclubs for free & going to all these events, but it's all the friends that I have made there. The people that I miss now & that are reaching me asking me to go back. When you are in NY it's easy to get lost in the nightlife. There is always something happening. I, was out every SINGLE night & got home at 3;30 the earliest.(prob why Im so sick now). But what I remember the most is the conversations I had with people. I was alone with boys for the first 8 days out of 10. I was so glad to make girl friends last friday. 2 girls from Austin Texas(Krupa & Veronica) and Gabby from New York. On my last night, 3 hours before I had to take the bus, Veronica, Gabby and I went to Haru Restaurant in Time Square to be able to have a nice girl talk without me having to rush to catch my bus since it was only a few blocks away at Port Authority.

I really love these girls. Veronica is moving from Austin in July & asked me to consider being her roommate. OH, I'm considering ALRIGHT!

(Veronica left and Gabby at my right)

Queens is really not so bad, I thought I'd get mugged since some people had told me the most dangerous parts of New York were :The Bronx, Harlem & Queens. Except, in Astoria Queens, it's pretty chill. There is a Greek street, a Brazilian street, an Italian street and guess what, a MOROCCAN street. Aw, I felt so at home!!! 

Anyway here are a few things I'm missing already:

Drinking Mimosas in the morning

The Dinner boxes from the amazing Japanese resto in Queens for 15$

My crazy adventures in those shoes

As for the people I miss, you know who you are. Especially if you bother to read my blog.

I'm not going into details as to what I did in New York, to respect my friends' privacy but also cuz I just don't think it's a good Idea ;)

One thing I will miss for sure is February 21st, saturday night.

 I was at a bar, fixing my nylons, about to leave, when suddenly, someone bumped into me from the back ;) 

As I was about to fall, someone grabs me by the waist and gently says:

"Sorry Darling."

When I say gently, yes I do also mean with a british accent.

So I turned around, to see none other than

 

Ed Westwick a.k.a Chuck Bass.

Now, I've always wanted to be an actress but pretending on the spot, that you don't know someone that you obviously know and drool over every week can be hard for some people. Fortunately for me, I pulled it off with a simple: "No problem, I'm alright."

Oh the sins I have contemplated in my head...

Start spreading the news...

& the lonely ranger is back.
I just returned from a 10 day trip in New York City. I was just suppose to stay the weekend. Only sleep 2 or 3 nights there but my host, Eddie McCall told me I really had no reason to leave so soon, especially that it was fashion week. I made SO many great friends AND so many GRRR-EATT networking connections (acting wise).

Not to sound conceded but I want to make a t-shirt with : 

NY

 <3 

I

Something magical happens in New York, I don't know if its the fact that I'm Canadian, or my accent but everything seems to fall on my lap with no effort necessary. I LOVE IT!!!

It is so wonderful there, it feels like anything can happen. I believe in myself there, for some reason.

I got a text from my friend when I was there saying: the city who doesn't sleep vs the girl who never sleeps. I think its more the alliance between the two.

Im starting to spread the news... there is a very high possibility that I might move there this summer. if not forever, at least for a while. I am not the only one who says I was made for that city.

These little town blues, are melting away
Ill make a brand new start of it - in old new york
If I can make it there, Ill make it anywhere
Its up to you - new york, new york

Into the WII--IIILLLDD

NEW  YORK is a crazy craaazy town. You never know who you are going to be meeting or partying with. I somehow went to this very exclusive club(no idea what the name is), all I remember is how amazing it felt when I was able to run the the bathroom and pee haha

Anywho, I was dancing by myself in our booth and a guy came up to me and said something. I had no idea what he said but then he came back and was like:Do you know where my jacket is?? 

 (how in the world am I suppose to know that, I've never seen you before)

I wasn't completely right .... here is who he is

That's right, Emile Hirsch. Then some girl came and looked angry so he said goodbye and left.
He was SO handsome & SO nice. Eddie told me :ouuuuuu so he liked you!!
Too bad that bitch was there ;)

oh well, tonight I'm hanging out with Marc Jacob's ex boyfriend. Random? yes. Awesome? most certainly

Taking off again

Some people tell me I'm always leaving. They might be right, I don't know. It just feels natural to me. I have nothing stopping me, no one asking me to stay & that's alright, sometimes one has to be on her own. I don't have a problem with that ...

Single & Fabulous

EXCLAMATION POINT

!!!

I just decided a long time ago that the next time I'd be single on a valentine's day, I wouldn't sit at home and cry or be angry anymore. NO, this time I would celebrate it, celebrate being free, healthy, happy & young & I'm doing it the only way I know how to...

Im just taking a greyhound on the hudson river line-

cause Im in a new york state of mind.

Man Overboard

BLINK 182 REUNITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh Mark, Tom & Travis, oh youuuuu!!!!

It's as if God heard my prayers. 

If there was one thing I regretted, it's that I never saw them play live and I thought I would never have the chance. I was given a second shot!

 Get ready to see me streaking on my 23rd birthday (June 12th).. oh yeah it will happen, I don't know where or how but it has to happen

WELCOME BACK BUDDIES, I HAVE MISSED YOU DEARLY

Can't read my, can't read my...

"Im not ready to confront, I rather submit my words, this way....

You should know my story by now, and why I'm optimistic cautiously...

Cause you are going to have to prove me wrong, before I know it's right. We don't have to decide tonight, just wait for me, patiently oh and you'll get all of me...." - Mandy Moore

Well hello new lover!

I really can't think of one thing that can't be resolved by a delicious piece of brownie; heart break, stressful day, world peace or the fact that I just realized I spent 800$ in 15 days & that 50% was probably on Booze and some food ... yeah .. I don't know how that happened

On a different note, I have been back in Montreal for about 4 days now. I'm glad I get to see my friends again but I seriously miss my routine with Emily in Toronto & by routine I mean, waking up late, checking facebook, eating, do random stuff, get ready while watching sex and the city, go out to dinner , then to a show & end the night drunk enough to pass out as soon as our heads hit the pillow. I can't complain though, I have been having a great time ever since I came back. I hung out with a few friends already & made a couple new ones. I honestly had one of the best days yesterday, full of random adventures & penguins (spraying white shit in the water). 

I can't WAIT to see how the pictures turned out!

There is one song that even after listening to it over and over I just can't get annoyed and it constantly makes me want to dance Poker face

Loves it!

Question, I'm meeting a boy tonight, ohhhh it is NOT what you think, it's not for me no no. Actually, for the first time ever, my sister is "seeing someone". I am going to go with her to see The Virgins (no pun fucking intended) and "HE" will be there. She is currently begging me not to make fun of her or be mean to her in front of him. She also wants me to give him a chance and not beat him up. Man, that's a lot to ask, she has to pick one haha. I'm half  joking , I know I have to be decent and not a total bitch but at the same time I can't be TOO nice, he has to know that if he is a douche bag or player & plans to hurt my sister or just use her I WILL kill him. What would you do in my shoes?

Maybe I'll just play with my brand new DINOSAURS, (little dinosaur use to be my nickname)

3:18 am

I went to this venue called the boat to see Barf pigeons tonight. I forgot how good they were. They really rocked the house!!!
They mixed so many genres, the singer (Ben Hackeman) screamed, sang broadway style, and other styles in one song it was sick. the bass lines killed me. anyway
After we went to the dogs bullocks. I also went there 2 nights ago with Emily to meet my new friend Korey S.
But tonight was Karaoke night. I was looking forward to making a fool out of myself. there was this fat old probably russian man dancing to every single song and singing along.
"I will walk 500 miles and I will walk 500 more!"
He walked around the whole bar singing that...awww man good times
Im pretty freaking tanked.
Here's to the fact that for the second time, the dj stop picking names before it was my turn


to all the sex and the city fans out there, Im also imitating Carrie, immitating Berger when Lauren called and left a message on his answering machine

sweettttt

To all the drunk people in the house say ; eyyyyyyyy yoooooooo!!!


me ; EYYYYYYYYYYY YOOOOOOOOOO BITCHESSSS!!!


night
xoxo

QUESTION

NYC
TORONTO
or
MONTREAL
????????????
I am currently in Toronto. I was suppose to go back to Montreal, then realized I could just go to NYC from here.
Thing is, its a 12 hour drive instead of 8 if I left from Montreal.
I am dying to go to NYC. I could stay with my fabulous Friend Eddie & have a blast.
If I wait a little,(2 weeks cuz next weekend 2 friends are visiting from Toronto) I could actually maybe just fly to New York. It's cheap if you buy in advance & I might not even have to pay for it.
Also, no offence to the person I am going to mention now but I don't want to be here for Valentine's day.
Not only have I always hated that "holiday",& not only does it remind single people how lonely they truly are.
But february 14th would be my 2 year anniversary...
I can't deal with that.
It's too much

I want to have an anti-valentines day party. Who's down?
Join me in Nyc then.

Ok So fuck Montreal. This weekend, Im either going to NYC or staying in Toronto. I will go back for Jay's day also(his birthday is on valentines day). Help me decide!!!

Thanks

p.s: I look like this waking up next to Emily

Lakeview Restaurant

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FINALLY!!!

I've been searching and searching for months for a pair of mediocre looking warm boots that are waterproof and NON Uggs.

I spent hours in different stores,malls,  even went to the Montreal & Toronto Eaton center, but   

NOTHING

Finally, a couple hours ago, I was fruit shopping with Emily in Kensington market & walked by this tiny vintage store with a bunch of different boots. I found the perfect pair on a rack outside, they were MY size, black, warm & waterproof!!!! So I thought, alright, its a vintage store, they are probably 200$ To my surprise, they "were 50$" but she gave them to me for 35$  NO TAX! I dont even care if she lied Im just so stoked that I have non puddle filled boots that make me leave water footsteps everywhere I go because my socks are drenched.

I also was convinced to buy red lingerie if I wanted a  sexy good time. Maybe it'll help me?

Meh, can't hurt right?

 

p.s: yes I bought a Carrie horseshoe pendant :)

First Blog from Toronto

I haven't written in a while, not because I had nothing to say but because too much has been happening & I had no time nor no idea where to start. I arrived in Toronto last night around 8:30 pm. I missed my dear friend Emily even if we spent New years together, I couldn't go another day without being next to her. She is the kind of person that listens to everything I actually have to say, will remember people I mention & give me great advice or just let me bitch. 

<3

I have no idea when Im coming back from Toronto. Im thinking of going straight to New York from there and then go back home, but come to think of it, besides a few really close friends (Stef of course Im thinking of you), I have nothing to go back to. 

New Obsession= Taylor Kitsch a.k.a Tim Riggins

EXCLAMATION POINT

!

For reasons unknown

For a whole month now, The Killers have been the soundtrack of my life, especially this song:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fW2vE2WTJ3E&feature=channel

"I know if destiny's kind, Ive got the rest on my mind

but my heart, it dont beat, it dont beat the way it used to

& my eyes, they dont see you no more

& my lips, they dont kiss, they dont kiss the way they used to

& my eyes dont recognize you no more

For reasons unknown."

MEH!

Right brained

Lately, I've been finding myself growing stronger and stronger each day. It feels pretty empowering Not "needing" someone anymore, being able to stand on your own two feet. Unfortunately, something HAD to happen to pull me back into a quicksand.

I got to thinking; could it be true? Does watching a lot of sitcoms such as: Dawson's creek, the Oc, One tree hill & Sex & the city
influence my life, my reactions to events, the way I think, what I want? Could it subconsciously make me recreate situations I saw on t.v shows even if they are not positive?
I have found myself on a roller coaster with steeper downfalls than highs.

feels a little something like this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxaJffk-3Sc

...I don't want this anymore

If I had a choice, I would just do my thing, travel everywhere & not think about what I feel or what could have happened. Sadly, it is not possible. I am left handed but the right part of my brain is incredibly more developed than my left side. I always seem to fall for those who think rationally & don't let their emotions get in the way. 

DAMN YOU LEFT SIDED MEN

Give me some of your logic and rationality! Yes, using the right side of your brain means you are more creative but it also makes one extremely emotional. I follow my gut, my heart & sometimes, it puts me in really dangerous situations. In a spot that I definitely don't want to be in. Except this time, I refuse to bend front and back for ANYONE else. This is who I am, this is what I want so deal with it or GO! 

 Left Brain

37%

Right Brain 63%

"You are more right-brained than left-brained. The right side of your brain controls the left side of your body. In addition to being known as right-brained, you are also known as a creative thinker who uses feeling and intuition to gather information. You retain this information through the use of images and patterns. You are able to visualize the "whole" picture first, and then work backwards to put the pieces together to create the "whole" picture. Your thought process can appear quite illogical and meandering. The problem-solving techniques that you use involve free association, which is often very innovative and creative. The routes taken to arrive at your conclusions are completely opposite to what a left-brained person would be accustomed. You probably find it easy to express yourself using art, dance, or music. Some occupations usually held by a right-brained person are forest ranger, athlete, beautician, actor/actress, craftsman, and artist."

If you are reading this blog, you probably know I've always been a dreamer,(my lower back is a proof.) 

I wonder;

"Do dreams ever come true or are they just meant for sleeping?"